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hii hii my blog!lol..

well..this few days i havin quarell with my bf..almost everyday we quarell..

dunno why laa..

i hate when we quarell..

and now i wanna eat shin ramyun 1st..hoho...

fat fat fat...dunt care,, dunt care...

BORINGGG

hii hii..

dunno what i want to write,,i just feel so BORED!!!!!

nothing to do, just stay at home, eat, watch dvd, infront of my laptop whole day n dunno what to do!

ughhhh..and and and my boyfriend always go his friend house,,i wanna go back on 18jan but he didnt allow me,,coz he want me to be here till his bday..

ughhhh...but im so boring!!!

well well,,yesterday which is SATURDAY..i never go anywhere,,after wake up than go eat Nando's with my lovely teddy bear then we quarrel about something...#$^&

quite boring that time but now we are ok already..hehe...

sayang my hun hun so muchh...

after we eaten then go back home then we watch out favourite drama "hi!my sweetheart" hehehe...till 11pm+..

after that we want to go Exomod cafe to chill and meet other indo friends..

and Mr.muhammad Royston Rolland picked us..hehe..

waitt dunt think he looks like "abang2" okay,,he is chinese tho!

quite amazing..hoho..he pick me n my bf..

coz we dunt have any car..coz the shiro went to hospital.. (shiro : my bf car)

i hate shiro coz he waiste so much money and petro!!ughhh...

easy to get sick!!huhh...

oh ya,,today i went to kardinya and in the morning they make some small market so we can sell every thing,,so i join my bro gf to sell our second hand cloths..hehe..

quite good but the wather so sucks!!! 40 degree!!

can u imagine how hot is that??

i only stand like 2-3hours and ya i bcome so tent now..huhh..

cheers,

ptRz_gnWn

continuee....

well 2009,, i decided 3 big things, which are:

1. study to perth

2. break up wth my boyfriend

3. out from my work

i thought everything will be fine BUT is not!

that is a BIG NO NO..

hahaha,,,whatever it is i lazy to explain in this blog anyway coz is too long..

hahahaha..

flash back

huammm

well, i decided to frequently write about my life in this blog..

i actually have a lot of free time but i just really dunno what i want to write..LOL

sound stupid isn't it..

anyway, now 2010 already..so fast..and is the time to positive thinking, get ready to face the reality in this year..

i hope this 2010, my life will be more interesting..

there is so many interesting in 2008-2009..

which is my last relationship with my ex boyfriend and my work

..FLASH BACK..

i love my ex boyfriend so damn much is not because his look or what..

his name CALVIN LI YING

he is singaporean,, he older than me 2 years

1st time met him in singapore 29 June 2007 and start relationship 12 July 2007

i am his 1st girlfriend..can u believe it??

i having so much fun with him eventhough is long distance relationship

12 july 2007, me and him

i want to be with him is not because his looks..

but ya he got force me as well to be his gf.. hahaha..LOL

i dont know i just know my self that love him..

but we have something that make us cannot be together..

i make him broken heart until he change a lot..now he more like a monster for me..

but ya,,i believe that is not him,,

he just too pissed off because i got a new boyfriend already..

i really dont want to make him hurt..im not mean it!!!

is just like a wind..

he HATE me and my boyfriend so damn much!!

i've tried VERY HARD to explain for him but he don't understand..

everysingle things that he say to me,,i UNDERSTAND..really understand..

i know,,he scold me bcoz he care of me,,and he thought that i dunt understand so he say bad words to me (fuck off,,cheap slut and so many other bad words)

but i just not in a good situation..

i just hope,he can be happy and get a good girlfriend..

every single day im with him i will always remember FOREVER..(is not a joke!)

i will..

because the memories between me and him is too sweet like a candy..

NOW!!

i have a boyfriend already..

is time to forget about calvin,,eventhough it will be very hard for me..

it will take quite a long time

my boyfriend really know my feeling because i always tell the truth about my feeling to him..

so dunt worry..hehehehe...

cheers

ptRz_gnWn