flash back

huammm

well, i decided to frequently write about my life in this blog..

i actually have a lot of free time but i just really dunno what i want to write..LOL

sound stupid isn't it..

anyway, now 2010 already..so fast..and is the time to positive thinking, get ready to face the reality in this year..

i hope this 2010, my life will be more interesting..

there is so many interesting in 2008-2009..

which is my last relationship with my ex boyfriend and my work

..FLASH BACK..

i love my ex boyfriend so damn much is not because his look or what..

his name CALVIN LI YING

he is singaporean,, he older than me 2 years

1st time met him in singapore 29 June 2007 and start relationship 12 July 2007

i am his 1st girlfriend..can u believe it??

i having so much fun with him eventhough is long distance relationship

12 july 2007, me and him

i want to be with him is not because his looks..

but ya he got force me as well to be his gf.. hahaha..LOL

i dont know i just know my self that love him..

but we have something that make us cannot be together..

i make him broken heart until he change a lot..now he more like a monster for me..

but ya,,i believe that is not him,,

he just too pissed off because i got a new boyfriend already..

i really dont want to make him hurt..im not mean it!!!

is just like a wind..

he HATE me and my boyfriend so damn much!!

i've tried VERY HARD to explain for him but he don't understand..

everysingle things that he say to me,,i UNDERSTAND..really understand..

i know,,he scold me bcoz he care of me,,and he thought that i dunt understand so he say bad words to me (fuck off,,cheap slut and so many other bad words)

but i just not in a good situation..

i just hope,he can be happy and get a good girlfriend..

every single day im with him i will always remember FOREVER..(is not a joke!)

i will..

because the memories between me and him is too sweet like a candy..

NOW!!

i have a boyfriend already..

is time to forget about calvin,,eventhough it will be very hard for me..

it will take quite a long time

my boyfriend really know my feeling because i always tell the truth about my feeling to him..

so dunt worry..hehehehe...

cheers

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